The life you live before

How do you repay your firends ? How many times can you say i am sorry or say i fucked up ? After this weekend i know how good my firends really are to me they all smile and hug me and i think are truely happy to see me even after all the shit i put them thur time after time ,but i made up my mind this weekend . I going to do what i have to do to see them more . They dont live that for away and there are two of them that i really need to make alot up to and if any one reads this i know they will so for you and you know who you are I am sorry . I dont know if there is even a way to make it up but its time for me to try .