Pain

Pain....Just when things in life seem like there going good somthing happen pushing you to see how far and how much you can take . Phone calls come in late at night letting you know that a firend is going to die much to young . When you can think of A hell of a lot more people who could take her place . But its all in gods hands now alot of people dont here me say that alot but i know she is going to a better place and this will pull all her firends back together like we should be . It hurt so much to know we are going to lose her . That her husband is going to lose her . As much as it hurts we have to be there for him as well ....... Cant even think right now each time the phone rings i just look at it thinking its going to be the call ........Wish i did not know it was coming ..........or is it better that we are all getting ready for it ??????????